In true chaotic fashion I have managed to unravel my newfound optimism and find myself back on a very familiar path. Today, I come clean. What is my blog if not to serve as an asset in my life. A tool of recovery so to speak.
Why did I want to have a blog? Oh, yes, now I remember. Mission of self-discovery. Regularity. Gentle risk taking. Expression. Connection. Challenge to do something new. Gallant reasons all.
So why veer off path? No mystery to me. Done it a thousand times before. Here’s the fun part – I see the distraction quicker and clearer than before. I see it! Victory! The symptoms have been mounting until I’m off schedule entirely: Irregular waking and sleeping times, missing exercise, falling off the food diary, wasting time on FB.
Generally – I escaped for a bit. Time to jump back in and head where I need to be. That’s it. Nothing more glamorous to it.
Til next time…
Photo: Thumb’s Up by Sara Marshall